Sick of Being Sick!

Ugh. So for the past few weeks I haven’t felt well. It’s been on and off, I have the flu and just haven’t let myself rest enough to fully recover. Sigh. Since I am leaving for my cruise next week, I am following the doctors orders and resting up. No gym for a few days and that kills me! I’ve been downing Advil to mask the body aches and working out like usual but I think I need to chill out for a few days. I’ve been way sicker in my life which is why it’s so hard for me to behave myself and get some rest but hey, I want to enjoy that cruise to it’s fullest potential! I literally rested all day yesterday except for my trip to the doctor, no photo editing, nada. TV and sleep. I feel better today but not back to normal and it’s tempting to go to the gym but I’m going to be a good girl. I just hate the feeling of being gone from the gym and then coming back and feeling the effects of missing workouts. I hate having to build everything back up. But I guess this is what they call life, you can’t plan everything. Things are going to happen and it’s more about how you bounce back after being down and out. I know for a fact that this will not be a downward spiral into becoming a couch potato. I will get back on track and be off my game for a couple of weeks but then I’ll be right where I was and continue from there. I also plan to workout on my vacation…in the past when I go somewhere I always bring my workout gear and it sits in my suitcase (except when I’m in Vegas with Brianna, she keeps me motivated! ). But this time will be different! I don’t plan on being as hardcore as I normally am but I have to get some activity in, especially after missing the gym lately.

Anyway, enough about that! Really looking forward to a proper vacation! As you guys know, I go to the lake house quite a bit in the summer but there’s always family around and to me, it’s not a real vacation. Hahaha I think you all know what I mean. So this will be nice : ) Gonna miss the dogs though! But also looking forward to sleeping in since I won’t have to be up so early to feed them. Everyone needs a break from real life once and awhile!

Haven’t been on webcam as much lately and I apologize for that. I miss it! I love interacting with my fans! But if I’m not on, there’s always tons of hot girls to have fun with!

I’m going to leave you with a couple of pics from a recent site update! Love you! XOXO

Just Saying Hi

It’s been a few weeks since my last blog and it only feels like it’s been a few days! Where is the time going lately? I seriously have no idea! It’s crazy how fast the days are passing. I guess that’s what happens when you’re insanely busy.

When I last wrote, my mom had just came home from the hospital. I am very pleased to report that she is doing very well and the doctors are all extremely pleased with her progress : ) I am so thankful, I can’t even begin to describe it. It’s been a very tough winter for me and with spring here, I feel a huge breath of fresh air and a new beginning so to speak! My mom still needs a lot of help but she’s improving every week and it’s amazing to see how strong and resilient she is. I hope I am cut from the same mold when it comes to toughness!

I’ve been trying to get back into my normal routine and it’s a relief but it’s also a little more difficult than I anticipated. I don’t know why but now that I have more time on my hands, I almost don’t know what to do! It’s like I don’t have to rush around constantly like a chicken with their head cut off and I almost forgot what it felt like to be able to turn on the TV and just veg out for a couple of hours.. I almost feel guilty doing it! But I know I can take a step back from my family and relax a little bit and it will get easier with time. I love my family but I’ve spent far too much time around them in the past few months! We all know how family can bring out the best..and worst…in us. So I am keeping up with my gym schedule which has been my saving grace. Last week I wasn’t feeling 100% so I backed off a bit but I am back in the game as of today and ready for new challenges. I never knew just how beneficial exercise is to the human body…obviously in a physical way but also in a mental and emotional way. I truly believe that my dedication to fitness and healthy eating has kept me healthy during all of the stress and sleepless nights this winter. Every I knew was getting sick left and right and I remained healthy : )

Haven’t been shooting lately but that’s gotta change soon! I miss it! Here are some photos from recent site updates…this week’s a g/g/g orgy with myself, Brianna and Vanilla DeVille! Don’t miss it!

Have a great week!